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[Oct. 8th, 2007|07:14 pm] |
seeeeriously. why can't there be a college that's like art center college of design/stanford. in ONE?? i don't know what i should dooo! but i get to go to wieden and kennedy again tomorrow and work with christina... SOOO EXCITED!! she's gonna look at some of my art, im gonna bring pictures and designs i like, she has work for me to do. OMG!
i lost the election. that was depressing, but im surprised how much better i feel. when im alone i dont care too much and feel good that i have extra time but when im in front of other people who know i lost it's kind of more embarassing for some reason.
mike and kevin came over and we took geisha pictures! and i saw and talked to geoff wood for the first time in a long time. and the guy who works at halloween superstore is a CUUUNT!
and every time i think about mr albertson giving us an assignment like make a fucking family tree of the greek gods (7TH GRADE!!! WHY ARENT WE STUDYING DICKENS OR FAULKNER OR SOME SHIT ITS AP!!!)i wonder if i shouldnt have transferred out of acma. but obviously that would suck because i wouldn't get to hang out with ms. niemczyk. JUST KIDDING! it surprises me how much i can miss close friends even when it's only like 2 days that i don't see them. |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2007|05:40 pm] |
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im reading stargirl in japanese and it made me think. like if stargirl was in real life, would i be friends with her? and then i realized, its the other way around! except she wouldnt want to be friends with me because im a bitch!! this is probably the dorkiest thing youve ever heard but liking book characters is totally good for making over your personality. like when i was obsessed before 8th grade, i realized harry potter would never hang out with shop lifters, and i stopped shop lifting. so i know your nerd alarm probably just went off the hook there. but i guess right now i feel fine because my friend saki lent me her gossip girls book, which is about girls throwing up and ruining each others lives, neither of which i do, so im like phew. |
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[Apr. 22nd, 2007|09:26 pm] |
dammit im so fucking sick of the girls i sit at lunch with. i wish i could just switch but being friends with japanese girls is a lot more about loyalty... well sorry im always whining about people not writing me. its just i hate that ive sent like 20 or 25 letters and gotten like 5 back. im going to the gym all the time right now. just like my old life! haha. real_thin is so weird but i cant stop looking... and my host brother physically pushed my host mother the other night in a fight (right outside my door). holy fucking shit, she showed us the bruises, THEY WERE SO DARK AND BIG! im living with a monster. i used to be like, yeah he must have some good parts though, theres still hope for him to be a good human being... now im just like YOU ARE A SCARY SCARY MONSTER
i really dont like making small talk though. like at the gym i was looking forward to having a snack and reading my book in the middle of my day, and then these ladies i somehow know through girls at my school came up and i had to put my book down and be all polite and make completely inane, boring as fuck small talk. it still blows my mind. i mean that in, how can these ladies be satisfied with their lives??? |
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[Apr. 14th, 2007|05:38 pm] |
for anyone who doesnt know, i have a ton of new pictures on myspace : D
i cant post bulletins so im writing here.
im back to being a magazine binge-er... i just bought two yesterday, when id already borrowed one from my friend! and i bought 2 the weekend before too : \ not good not good. but how can i not buy nylon japan, its too cool!)"('$ i just have ONE LINE from put your records on by corinne bailey rae stuck in my head and its driving me creeezy |
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[Mar. 31st, 2007|01:26 pm] |
Spencer went home... sooo sad. but we had a really good time. it wasnt awkward, just at first when i was so deliriously happy to see him i didnt really know what to say so i just laughed a bunch. but we went to the amusement park, the aquarium, this gorgeous temply-hike nature place, all over sendai, the movies, starbucks, a castle, a 70`s cafe, ahhh. now i really am just fucking counting down to go home lol. i still have over 3 months! IM GOING HOME JULY 3RD!! TOOO LATE!!!! and when i do spencer and brittany are gonna be in chicago... so many things i was looking forward to about summer are changing. it turns out aymie cant come to japan, which i was so excited for, and then most of the summer wont be with spencer or brittany. but i think i will still have a ton of fun, it`s not how i expected is all. i forgot how much i loved starbucks! we went like everyday. now i need to stop spending money and study for sat`s. i wonder if theres any math left in my brain.
im now 17... hmmm. a little close to 18. but i guess its okay. i ate sooo fucking much yesterday, to `celebrate` my birthday. in a couple days i will be a blob! but whatever, happy birthday to me. |
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[Jan. 8th, 2007|08:54 pm] |
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Jackie took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Considers the existing circumstances disagreeable ..."
Click here to read the rest of the results.
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My actual problem SCARES THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME.
Happy New Year by the way. Who says homesickness cant be eased by a gigantic shopping trip? certainly not me! |
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[Dec. 11th, 2006|10:56 pm] |
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OH MY GOD USING PROXIES IS SOOO ANNOYING!!!!! but at least now i get to go on livejournal and myspace once in a while. NINJAS ARENT FUNNY OR COOL. just thought id point that out. im jealous of all my friends going on exchange to australia and canada... australia sounds so cool!!! and canadas schools look like americas only with nicer people. and i decided no matter how many people insult savant or whatever i want to be in publications next year. how is savant anyways? bahh |
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[Dec. 4th, 2006|10:55 pm] |
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so im at school, but im also on livejournal. heeeck yeah! i went to tokyo for the japanese 3 kyu test, which not to be cocky was too easy, but i got to go to shibuya and harajuku with a bunch of english speaking people my age so it was really fun. i like laughing at things that i actually think are funny lol!! i was at winter formal in spirit... anyhoo, the bell just rung so i have to go. |
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[Sep. 18th, 2006|03:30 pm] |
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hello!!! livejournal!!! ahhh. nice. so sendai. japan. yaaaah. my host family has a really really really nice house. i take a bath with this rocky stuff called germanium everyday and it makes you sweat buckets and detox. and my school is really big and my classes are easy because i'm in a class that's going on foreign exchange, so most of the classes are english. teh heh heh. and i drink like a gallon of tea a day. aaand my host mom makes really good traditional japanese food. it is sooo good. i was out shopping when i saw this internet cafe, where i could go on myspace and livejournal instead of just e-mail. how delicious! i think the surrealness of japan has worn off. ive been buying even more magazines here than usual. i guess those are the big points of my life. |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2006|04:25 am] |
i am sooo fucking impatient right now. i want japan to just COME!! i don't want to wait any longer!!!! i just want it to be time to leave already!!! i want to be done with all the mundane little tasks and things i 'need' to get before i leave... GOD DAMN IT. i can't wait until i'm at the airport, past security and everything, and just on my fucking way already. i know i'm going to regret that once i realize i can't have another glimpse of an american friend or of portland for 10 months... but i've already been waiting for the moment since like 8 months ago. fuckin fuck fuck.
IM READY JAPAN!!! GODDAMMIT TIME!!! |
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